It's over

JJ finally said it. Rather, he emailed me. He said he wasn't going to be a coward anymore, but he emailed me -- he didn't have the guts to tell me in person. He's not coming back.

I am alone.

I've been listening to Roy Orbison all week. I'm sad. It fit my mood. I'm not finished listening to him yet. I'm not ready to be anything other than sad.

I just lost my best friend, my partner, my love. Truthfully, he's been lost a long time. Now, I know I will never find him again. I will never be with him again.

I am alone.

alone